Too much is expected of me and I don't like it. If you fail at one small thing in life it can fuck everything up. I hate how fragile and finely balanced it is. You have to do things this certain way. Also money is an absolute bastard. I'm going to go Communist on all of you and vote for a party that want to bring back self sufficiency.

Also. Relationships are stupid things for stupid people who need to learn to be alone. Why put so much stock into another person? They are absolutly guaranteed to hurt you at some point. And besides, I haven't met a single person I'd want to spend more than a day with, nevermind "the rest of my life".

I'm not always this pessimistic. Or maybe I am.